I’m lying

I’m lying to myself. I’m not okay. I’m not happy
The last couple weeks have been a huge eye opener to me.. I’m not missed, when I’m not around no one cares. No one really cares how I feel or when I’m hurting.

I really could just run away and it won’t change anyone’s life at all.

Even with my dad having some pretty serious health issues and being in the hospital for a little bit.. I feel like leaving would somehow be less stressful for my dad.. I think I’m a huge reason of his stress because I’m a huge financial burden.

I’m not okay
I’m not happy
I’m not okay with how I look
I’m not loved
I’m not appreciated

And that’s my truth

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