I’m not addicted

I don’t have a addiction
I have an addiction to the thought of my being not able to feel and remember..

I battled with smoking pot and cigarettes and I abused prescription drugs a little bit back in the day.

It was an amazing feeling. It didn’t matter how much the world hated me because I didn’t feel

I don’t wanna feel. I want a drink a nice drink. Let my body go numb and let me not remember the crap in my life.

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