I’ve fought. My family has fought. My friends have fought. Your friends have fought. You gave up on yourself. You gave into the lie. I lie awake crying and praying and hoping that just maybe you’d come around but you’re so far gone our words graze your face then hit the floor. What happens next? Do I give up? Do I sit quiet and let you bash your friends and family by saying you’re unloved? Do I let you die? I tried my best but I don’t know what to do next. I tried my best but I’ve run out of words. I’ve run out of prayers. Just relentlessly repeating the same words over and over. I tried my best but how to you pin a cloud? How do you save someone that refuses to be saved? How do you love someone that won’t, not can’t, love them self?