I am convinced I have a saviour complex. Maybe that is why I want to be a doctor…I need to vent. There’s a lot going on with my family and it is extremely overwhelming. I run myself crazy thinking of ways to help everyone and it’s so sad seeing my family so sad. My sister literally just cried to me stressed out about bills and financial stuff. My mum has two jobs just trying to keep things together. My brother and sister might be out of a job in a couple weeks and they have kids to think about. I don’t know why I feel so guilty, I feel like I should be able to help with financial things…but I can’t, at least not right now. It breaks my heart.